Passion Week - Day 6: "It is Finished"

“It is finished.” (John 19:30).

Having drunk from the sponge of vinegary wine, Jesus speaks again, “It is finished.” The greek word is tetelestai. Translated with the full depth of its meaning, we might read, “It is finished. It stands finished. It will always be finished.” Jesus wasn’t a victim. He came to accomplish a mission and accomplish it he did. What exactly was finished? Wiersbe writes this:

The word tetelestai is unfamiliar to us, but it was used by various people in everyday life in those days. A servant would use it when reporting to his or her master, “I have completed the work assigned to me” (see John 17:4). When a priest examined an animal sacrifice and found it faultless, this word would apply. Jesus, of course, is the perfect Lamb of God, without spot or blemish. When an artist completed a picture, or a writer a manuscript, he or she might say, “It is finished!” The death of Jesus on the cross “completes the picture” that God had been painting, the story that He had been writing, for centuries. Because of the cross, we understand the ceremonies and prophecies in the Old Testament.

Perhaps the most meaningful meaning of tetelestai was that used by the merchants: “The debt is paid in full!” When He gave Himself on the cross, Jesus fully met the righteous demands of a holy law; He paid our debt in full. None of the Old Testament sacrifices could take away sins; their blood only covered sin. But the Lamb of God shed His blood, and that blood can take away the sins of the world (John 1:29; Heb. 9:24–28).

There was once a rather eccentric evangelist named Alexander Wooten, who was approached by a flippant young man who asked, “What must I do to be saved?”
“It’s too late!” Wooten replied, and went about his work.
The young man became alarmed. “Do you mean that it’s too late for me to be saved?” he asked. “Is there nothing I can do?”
“Too late!” said Wooten. “It’s already been done! The only thing you can do is believe.”
(source: Wiersbe, W. W. (1996, c1989). The Bible exposition commentary. Wheaton, Ill.: Victor Books)

I want to end with Wiersbe’s last thought here. It has already been done. When we believed our sins were washed away. We don’t need to be saved again. The work has already been done! We don’t need to live in despair or anxiety. Our sin has been taken care of once and for all! Do we need to repent for new sins? Of course. But our repentance will only bring us back to the King who has already finished the work! Hallelujah!

Prayer:
Lord Jesus, I thank you that you had a mission, and because you fulfilled that mission, I am able to be in a relationship with you forever. You have wiped away my once and future sin. I don’t ever need to feel ashamed but can instead seek to constantly turn my gaze and my heart toward you. I pray for your spirit to continue to change my heart so that it will be filled only with you. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Additional Readings:
Matthew 26:57-27:61; Mark 14:53-15:47; Luke 22:54-23:66; John 18:12-19:30


Passion Week - Day 5: "I am Thirsty"

After this, when Jesus knew that all was now finished, he said (in order to fulfill the scripture), “I am thirsty.” (John 19:28)

There is a curious phrase here placed in parentheses: “in order to fulfill the scripture”. What scripture was Jesus fulfilling?

Earlier, we saw how Jesus said “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” This is also the first line of Psalm 22, a Psalm which describes the Psalmist’s distress and also trust in God. Here, Jesus is quoting Psalm 69:21 which read, “for my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink”.

Why does Jesus quote scripture? Well, he is not uttering scripture just to show that he is fulfilling prophecy. I believe that Jesus, who treasured the word of God, drew comfort from these Psalms, even as he lived them out.

You see, Jesus was thirsty. Sometimes it is hard for us to remember that even as Jesus was fully God, he was also fully man. Yesterday, we considered his spiritual agony. Today, let’s consider his physical agony. He was exhausted. Every lash had torn real flesh drawing real blood and leading to excruciatingly real pain. And on the cross, he was dying with unbearable agony. At any time, he could have called twelve legions of angels, and ended his suffering. But he withheld and endured.

And again, he did it for you and for me.

Prayer:
Jesus, it’s difficult for me to think clearly about your sacrifice. You could have called twelve legions of angels. You did not have to do this. But you chose to, for my sake, and for the sake of this fallen desolate world. Thank you does not even begin to say enough. I worship you as my King and my savior. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Additional Reading:
Matthew 26:17-56; Mark 14:12-52; Luke 22:7-53; John 13:1-18:12


Passion Week - Day 4: "Eloi, Eloi, Lama Sabachthani"

Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?"—which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" (Matthew 27:46 and Mark 15:34)

When I first became a Christian, my wonder was at God’s love for me. But becoming a dad - and I’ve been one now for over five years - has given me a whole new perspective on God’s love and God the Father’s love for His Son. So far, Caleb’s life has been relatively trouble free. No big accidents. No times when we lost him at the mall or left him home alone. He hasn’t been bullied at school as far as I know. But, there was a period in his life, from when he was two months old to about six months old when he had terrible eczema. He would break out in a rash from head to toe. One day we even had to take him to the ER because he was scratching so much he broke through skin all over his body. And all I could do was to hold him as he cried and feel completely helpless, and if I could have taken his eczema upon myself I gladly would have. And I got a glimpse of the Father’s love for His Son. Not his love for me, but his love for his son, Jesus.

There are many people I love. I love my church, for example. But do I love GCC enough to sacrifice my son for it? Could I choose to watch my son suffer like that? No, I couldn’t do that. If I could have put his eczema upon people at GCC, I might have. :)

And God the Father loves the Son in a way I can not begin to imagine. And he watches as his Son comes into this world, taking on a limited human body, all for a people who oppose him, reject him, deny him, and betray him. The Father saw all of this. He saw all the physical pain his Son had to endure. And then even more painfully, he watched as his Son took on all the burden of my sin and your sin.

Then for the first time in all eternity, God the Father looks away from His Son because of the sheer darkness of all that sin, and the Son is alone, and the Father is alone, and Jesus cries out, “Father! Why have you abandoned me?”

This is how much God love us. This is what God was willing to go through for us.

Prayer:
Father, I am overwhelmed at your love for me. It is amazing to think that you sacrificed your son for me. Help me to live in a manner worthy of this sacrifice. In Jesus name, Amen.


Passion Week - Day 3: "Dear woman, here is your son..."

Dear woman, here is your son; Here is your mother (John 19:26-27).

I can’t even begin to imagine Mary’s agony as she watched her son being crucified. Some parents can’t bear to watch their children perform musically or athletically, but here is Mary watching her son go through an agonizing death. And Jesus from the cross, sees her, and makes provisions for her. He tells the Beloved Disciple that he must now take care of Mary as his mother, and Mary is to know that the Beloved Disciple will take of her (as a son). Until the end, Jesus is a loving son.

But I don’t think Jesus is only thinking about making sure his mother is cared for – after-all, she did have other sons (one of whom, James, would famously become the head of the Jerusalem church) who could care for her. So what is going on?

Perhaps what is happening is that upon the cross, Jesus was creating a new kind of family; a family tied not by ordinary blood, but tied by the blood of Jesus. In the church, we are to be mother and son, brother and sister to one another. And when one of our family members has a need, what if Jesus is asking that we take the responsibility to help fill that need?

And here’s something even better: the reason we are brother and sister to one another is that because of what Jesus did, we have a heavenly father who has adopted us into his family. We didn’t just gain brothers and sisters, we gained a perfect father!

Prayer:
Heavenly Father, I thank you that I can call you father. I thank you that I have gained brothers and sisters through Christ, in his blood. Help us to live in that familial relationship: to love one another and to love you. Help me to have a desire to always see your family extend out toward those who do not know you. In Jesus name, I pray. Amen.

Questions/Applications:
1. Have you considered lately just what it means that you are a son or daughter of the God most high? That he is not indifferent to you but in fact, he loves you with a perfect love? Spend some time reflecting on how you have been relating to God, and think about how you can live out your sonship or daughtership.
2. How can you care for your brothers and sisters in the church? Is there a need that God is calling you to meet?

Additional Reading:
Matthew 21:19-26:16; Mark 11:20-14:11; Luke 20:1-22:6; John 12:20-50


Passion Week - Day 2: "Today you will be with me in paradise."

Over Passion Week, I will be looking at the seven sayings of Jesus on the cross. I hope you will find these devotional thoughts useful as a way of preparing your heart and mind for Easter. Also, I have noticed that Mark Roberts (one of my professors at Fuller) is also doing a series of devotions on the same sayings here. If we say things that seem to contradict each other, he's probably the one that's right! :)

I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in paradise. (Luke 23:43).

In the days leading up to Jesus’s entry into Jerusalem, James and John came to Jesus with an unusual request, “Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask.” Jesus asks them what they want, and they tell him that they want to sit at Jesus’ right and left in his glory. Jesus tells them that those places are not his to grant, “These places belong to those for whom they have been prepared.” (c.f. Mark 10:35-40, Matthew 20:20-28).

I believe that Jesus was thinking of these two thieves between whom he is now hanging. If you permit me to get a little theological, here are some incredible truths: The cross, which for the world was the most radical symbol of shame, is the glory of God. God turns things completely upside down. Literally, on the cross, Jesus was lifted high. Also, God chose two criminals to be on the left and right of his son! This is going to be a completely different kingdom. There is no one outside of the grace of God! God’s grace is available to all.

Let me turn to the reaction of these two criminals (probably political insurrectionists) to Jesus. The first criminal joins the religious leaders and soldiers in mocking Jesus. The second rebukes the first, and asks Jesus to remember him when his kingdom comes.

I have read this passage many times, but today it hit me. This is astonishing faith! Everything has gone wrong. To be crucified is to be cursed in Jewish thought. There is no hope for him. And there is Jesus in the same circumstances. Jesus is naked, scourged, and condemned. In Jewish thought, a messiah crucified was no messiah at all. If the messiah did not bring the kingdom of God by overthrowing the current powers that be, well, Ipso Facto, he could not be the messiah. But this second criminal turns to Jesus and in incredible faith, sees not another condemned criminal but someone who can offer him hope – a divine King.

And Jesus tells him that he is saved! A criminal for whom everything has gone wrong, at the end of his life, takes one step right, and there is his gracious God to come and save him.

There is no bad time to turn to Christ! There is no better time to turn to Christ than now! We don’t need to wait until the end of our lives to live in this grace. This grace is available for you today.

Prayer:
Father, I pray for the same faith as this condemned man, who looked at your son, Jesus, and saw a righteous King. You know the circumstances of my life. You know the bad decisions I’ve made. But I thank you that the sum of those bad decisions is not the final answer, but instead your grace is the final answer. I turn to you now and put all my hope in you. In Jesus name, I pray. Amen.

Application/Questions:
1. Take some time and think about the reactions of the two criminals. If you were to put yourself in their shoes, how would you have reacted?
2. Have you been placing your hope in something other than Christ? Take some time and write those hopes down, and surrender them to Jesus.

Further Reading:
Matthew 21:12-19; Mark 11:12-19; Luke 19:45-48


Passion Week - Day 1: "Father forgive them..."

Over Passion Week, I will be looking at the seven sayings of Jesus on the cross. I hope you will find these devotional thoughts useful as a way of preparing your heart and mind for Easter. If you are reading this from Temple, please know that we will have morning prayer Monday through Friday (7-8am).

“Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” (Luke 23:34).

a flagrum


Jesus had been arrested the night before. He had been put on trial (at least twice). Mocked. Beaten. A sleepless night. His back scourged with a flagrum (see picture). A crown of thorns mashed into his head. He was forced to carry his cross (possibly 300 pounds) the length of four football fields, a task which is so difficult in his weakened state that Simon of Cirene is conscripted to help him. Then on the hill known as Golgotha (translated as “the skull”, which the hill resembled), Jesus was crucified between two criminals, while his detractors and mockers crowed before him.

Then he spoke, as recorded by Luke: “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.”

Jesus is not saying that ignorance is an acceptable defense. In a moment of excruciating (this word comes out of crucifixion btw) pain, Jesus shows us what it is to live out his own teachings (Luke 6:27-31) – to pray for and forgive our enemies. He is no teacher who cannot do, this Jesus!

"But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. If someone strikes you on one cheek, turn to him the other also. If someone takes your cloak, do not stop him from taking your tunic. Give to everyone who asks you, and if anyone takes what belongs to you, do not demand it back. Do to others as you would have them do to you."

You may have noted that Jesus’ prayer is not in some of the early manuscripts. Was this prayer added to Luke’s original gospel by later scribes? I don’t think so. We have a similar act of radical forgiveness in the death of Stephen (which parallels the death of Jesus) in Luke’s other work: Acts (see Acts 7:60). John Nolland (NT scholar) argues persuasively that this half-verse is omitted from some manuscripts because of the theological conviction of some scribes that the crime of crucifying Jesus could never be forgiven.

And when we think about the enormity of that crime – the killing of the Son of God – how much more amazing that Jesus intercedes on behalf of his killers?

But consider this. Who were his killers? Jesus was asking God to forgive everyone who was responsible for putting him on the cross. The crowds, the Jewish religious leaders, Pilate and the Roman soldiers...and us. You see, we are responsible also, you and I, for the necessity of the cross. The agony that Jesus endured. It was because of you. It was because of me. Our sin. We were enemies of God and He forgave us on that cross.

Prayer:
Father, I thank you for the forgiveness you made possible for us on that cross. Please forgive me my sins and help me to forgive those who sin against me. In Jesus name, I pray. Amen.

Application/Questions:
1. How are you doing with praying for your enemies? Is there someone you are unable to forgive? How does Jesus’ forgiveness help you to forgive?
2. Have you received the forgiveness of Christ? Are you aware of how much he loves you and the price he paid so that you could be with him?
3. Spend some time reflecting upon the implications of this forgiveness.

Additional Readings for Passion Week:
Matthew 21:1-11; Mark11:1-11; Luke 19:29-44; John 12:12-19


Who am I? Why am I here? - Last Part!

Time to end this overlong series! Tomorrow, I will begin a series of daily devotional thoughts for Passion week. May the Lord bless you this week and may we all encounter again or for the first time, his wonderful amazing grace!

One of my professors in Seminary, Chap Clark, said once that God calls us to a people and not to a task/vocation. I firmly believe that. I believe I am called to minister to college students. I became a pastor not because I was called to pastoral ministry, but to pastor college students. It is my joy and passion!

Later that year, the Passion Conference did a nationwide tour. David Crowder Band and Chris Tomlin were the headline worship leaders, and Louis Giglio was the featured preacher. I went as a huge fan of the David Crowder Band. I went primarily for the music, but God shifted my life that night into a new direction. Louis Giglio shared that night about their desire to finish in Boston and minister to the college students there. He talked about how there were 250,000 college students in Boston, but how they were among the least churched college students in the nation. I prayed, "God, send me to Boston!"

Seven years later, I am now two months away from moving to Boston. It's been an incredible ride. I started dating my wife the summer before I joined the staff at Southland. We got married nine months later. We now have two incredible boys (Caleb and Micah). I served at Southland for five years as the college pastor, making a bunch of mistakes, feeling like I was stumbling in the dark at time, but also learning a number of incredible lessons, and seeing the joy of transformed lives. I graduated from Fuller Seminary in 2007 with a Masters of Divinity. Shortly after, Pastor Keith (who I thank God for, for his love, support and mentoring over those years), suggested that we move to Philadelphia to work with Pastor Young Kim at Grace Covenant Church. He thought that I could learn even more about college ministry at GCC, before I would finally make the move to Boston.

It was a difficult decision to leave Southland and the people we loved. I was worried about the college students and who would pastor them. As I cried out to God one morning in prayer, he spoke distinctly, "Barry, don't you think I love them more than you do?" I had to admit he did. It was the reassurance I needed. I didn't have to worry about leaving the college group at Southland - I knew God would take care of them. And he has! The college group is doing great at Southland!

And its been an awesome adventure to come to Philadelphia. Once again, we feel the pangs of having to leave a beloved community behind. Philadelphia and Grace Covenant Church have become our home and family. It's been an incredible privilege to serve the college students at Temple (as the Temple site pastor) and the University City congregation as a whole, and my ministry and life have been shaped by the relationships we've built (particularly with Pastor Young and the staff at GCC).

If you've read every post up to now, thank you! As I've been writing the past two weeks, I have been reminded how loving and faithful and gracious our God is! I pray that you would know this loving, faithful, gracious God also!


Who am I? Why am I here? - Part 10

Let me backtrack a little. The previous Fall (2001), I had applied to three business schools - Harvard, Stanford and Wharton. I had the grades. I had the scores. I had the work experience. I had a vision for my future MBA: to start for-profit corporations in the developing world with a non-profit mission, namely a wholistic mission of bringing Christ, work and skills training to communities. What I didn't have was acceptance. I got turned down at all three. :)

Undeterred, the following year, upon my return from Afghanistan, I applied again. Only two schools this time: Wharton and UCLA. Wharton would allow me to attend Grace Covenant Church in Philadelphia (which I had just heard about). UCLA would keep me at Southland (and Fuller), and my boss was personal friends with the dean of UCLA's business school, and wrote my reference (and sent it to the dean for good measure). I got much further along in the process...I actually got two interviews at UCLA (they usually only give one). I was quietly confident that I would get into UCLA (my GPA and GRE scores were easily in the top quartile of UCLA MBA students). But the result was the same as the previous year: denied! :)

Strangely, I wasn't devastated by the news - disappointed certainly. Again, God's direction for me came during a prayer meeting. I felt an urge to pray for Southland's college students. Recently, I had come into a deeper relationship with some of the college students, particularly because I had been asked to lead and form a new worship team that would minister eventually to the college group. When I had become a Christian two years before, many of my peers at One-Eighty in Hong Kong were college students. I loved their energy and passion. I also knew the group's current pastor (Peter Yoon) was thinking of transitioning out of the college group to take on other responsibilities within the church, and I began praying earnestly that God would bring a new pastor for the group. As I prayed, I heard God's voice: "Barry, why not you?"

And for the very first time, I responded, "Why not me? If this is what you want, God, I'll do it."

A few days later, I asked Pastor Keith if I could speak with him. I told him my story. I explained how I hadn't been accepted into business school. To my surprise, he responded, "It does sound like God is closing that door." I had been trying not to interpret God's will based upon my circumstances (I thought, perhaps God is teaching me perseverance), but when Pastor Keith said those words, well, it made sense. I told him about my new sense of calling. He again responded simply: "If you want to be a pastor, you should go to seminary and get equipped." Our conversation was of course much longer and involved than that. But we were agreed. For the next few months, we were going to keep meeting and we would see what might happen. By the beginning of the summer, it was settled: I was invited to join the staff at Southland and become the college ministry intern.

(to be continued)


Who am I? Why am I here? - Part 9

BTW, I would love to say that the experiences I related yesterday are an everyday norm for me. They are not. But I have come to trust in the still small voice of God. I don't hear it every day. Not even every week. But sometimes when I pray for people. Sometimes when I'm asking for direction. Sometimes when I ask God a question. Sometimes as I'm reading his Word. He speaks.

Afghanistan was an eye and heart-opening experience. I came back disappointed in some ways (mostly in myself). But I also came back with a strong conviction to begin taking some missiology classes at Seminary. That fall, I would apply to the School of World Mission (now School of Inter-Cultural Studies) at Fuller Seminary (I would transfer a year later to the School of Theology, but that's a story for another post).

Later that summer, after one Sunday Service, Pastor Keith unexpectedly stopped me, "Barry, are you doing anything right now? Would you like to come have lunch with some of the brothers?" I said, no and sure, respectively. And then to my bemusement, I found myself in a gathering of leaders in the church. I wasn't sure what I was doing there. It was a planning meeting for a new type of retreat at Southland - the Encounter Retreat. A retreat where most of the speakers would be lay-people.

Pastor Keith gave a stirring talk about his vision. His goal, he said, was that in five years, any one of us might be able to replace him. We had to let go of our insecurities, he said. The Holy Spirit could use any of us, and saying, "I can't" wasn't humility but a lack of faith. Okay, this may not be exactly what he said (this conversation took place almost eight years ago!) but I remember thinking, "Yes, sir!" And to my continued bemusement, when they nominated me to give the very first message of the retreat, I found myself saying, "Okay, sure."

You must understand something. Public speaking was not my forte. I hated giving presentations at work. I once was asked to give announcements to my church in Hong Kong: I looked at fifteen or so supportive faces (all friends of mine) and with literally quaking knees I gave the announcements. I was terrible at it in high school. I was terrible in college. I was terrible at work. My fear of speaking in public was the reason I had always turned away any internal suggestions of becoming a pastor.

But I had also discovered something. When I stood up to share about what God had done in my life in front of people, I wasn't nervous. I knew the Holy Spirit had something to do with it. And so, I thought, well, maybe the Holy Spirit will help me with preaching an actual sermon.

I was to speak on the Parable of the Prodigal Sons (which could also be called the Parable of the Father's Heart) in Luke 15:11-32, and I was given a suggested outline. I went home and prayed like crazy. I read the passage over and over. I then bought a small commentary on Luke and read it over and over. And the day of the retreat came, and I stood up and preached. And you know what? I wasn't bad! The brothers who came seemed blessed.

I wasn't great! But I wasn't bad. I had done okay. Pastor Keith nodded in support and approval at the end. And I thought, "Praise the Lord!"

(to be continued)


Who am I? Why am I here? - Part 8

But God is gracious. For months I felt like I was in a desert. But in the process, I grew more desperate for God's presence. And then when he spoke again, it was like rays of light piercing through the darkness! Four moments in particular come to mind:

  • January 2002. Sunday service. I'm praying about my future. But a love for God hits me and I tell him that I'll go wherever he wants to send me. And I see a vision of a real desert. I don't know exactly why I think this, but I think: Afghanistan! Afghanistan is in the news a lot, of course. It's just a few months after 9/11. American troops are in Afghanistan fighting the Taliban. But I start thinking, "Maybe for a summer mission trip..." Immediately after service, a friend of mine (but not someone I know well) approaches me, "Barry, what are you thinking for the summer? Because I was thinking about going to Afghanistan...."
  • February 2002. Southland Congregational Retreat. We've settled in for a night of prayer. I am of course, asking if I am where God wants me. Then I hear him say: "Barry, look around." I look up and see a church scattered around the room on its knees in prayer, "I'm going to do a great thing here...I want you to be part of it." I'm overwhelmed and I resolve, well of course, to remain at Southland until God directs me otherwise.

  • Later that night. I am praying for another brother. As I'm praying, I get a vision of the two of us driving through a winding desert road which cuts through hilly terrain. I tell him what I'm seeing, "Paul, I think God wants you to come with us to Afghanistan!" He is overwhelmed too. He's also married with a daughter. It's a much harder decision to go. But he nods.

  • July 2002. A desert road in Afghanistan. It's been a miserable mission trip for me. Ever since I've come into Afghanistan, I've been feeling lightheaded and nauseous...it might be dehydration. I'm in the front seat of the van we're in, to help with my nausea (in the back seats, I feel awful). Then I sit up quickly, "Paul, look! This is what I saw. This is what I saw when I prayed for you!"
  • (to be continued)



    • Welcome to my blog! I am a pastor and church planter (of Symphony Church). I love college students and want to be doing college ministry for the rest of my life! My family and team recently moved to Boston (summer 2010) to start a church for college students. Here are some thoughts along the journey.